lately i have a lost a good friend of mine,i lost him for jail,because he believed in what he is doing and refused to let go;as a result they have oppressed him and a whole generation with similar ideas.
God,i am only 23 and half of my friends are either dead ,in jail or about to get caught. sadly,this is a non stop operation.
needless to say the amount of stress that flows whenever you are trying to get back to your daily life,missing someone or seeing someone killed with their blood all over your hands. then boom wake the next day to drink juice and run to work as if nothing happened.
we are not a dish washer machine,pressing programs to each occasion,we have feelings that needs time to overcome and reload it with good ones.
there are many things that can help you get back up whenever you seem to begin to be fond of the bottom like:
-writing
even if it is just a little scrap paper “remembering a memory”
as it helps you to pour your heart out and express what exactly you are feeling.
-reading
it is a non stop fun ,it takes you to places without moving a muscle.also,it helps in changing moods and perspectives.make sure that you are reading in the right topic.
-balloons
OK,a bit childish but sometimes this is all you need.
-Puzzle
the whole deal,bring the pieces together. you fill feel a sense of accomplishment when it is done.
and finally,eat Ice cream.
Pardon me for being blue and all,like i said one needs time and it has been two months already.
I will never stop missing you.
Miss Sun 