Choices & Judgments

                                                 

Joe fox hunts me in my dreams,not as a weird creepy guy who sneaks up on you,but in the form of the “accepting/taking offense and analyzing it” kind of guy.

but seriously , doesn’t it upset you how materialistic the world have become !! how phony people are,they fall for the shape not the main idea.

they think they are sophisticated and unique but actually they are always after the same herd ,what was so specially about joe that he went for the character,the most important thing then he was surprised by the way kathleen looked !!

also ,what’s with the stereotyping  for example, the rich guy who is surrounded by gold diggers that look like scarlett johansson !! but instead the simpler people look to more familiar ,down to earth ,someone they can talk to not someone to show off !! 

i wish life was something else other than what Jane Austin described or what iris kept saying in her novels but i am sorry to disappoint you and me too

but this is what is going to be !!

Dear Joe fox,

you belong to the movies we watch and become part of our imagination but no real copy in the real life.

so, here is to you.. live your life and choose whatever you want.

“we make choices,whom to stick with,how to treat people and what track should we take in our life but the end our choices make us “

Enough stereotyping ,enough judgment.

everyone has a reason to jump up and down or dance in the rain. even though a lot of you migh                                                             

                                                           

 Choose wisely.

DayDreaming

 

 

 

when you work 7-8 hours per day you can become a little less enthusiastic about going to an outing or about having another life outside the work zone as you are too tired to do something and with this state comes a very important symptom which is daydreaming.

 

daydreaming is a magical drug,it makes work fade in the background,just you ,your brain and your painting brush.

this can be very addictive if you are working with non stop talking and people throwing shores at you,talking to you in a very mean way,letter coming and papers …..papers you can drown in !!

 

but again all this is worth nothing if you paint your day daydreams,i am not saying neglect what you are doing however i am saying you can take a break and daydream once and then.

 

i am sure it is pretty good for the health however the only downside of it ,is that you can be trapped for ever in such state,and then you wake up to find it was just a dream and you are standing still. 

 

my only advice is that you can use daydream till you do what you really want but don’t over do it or else you can be fooled for daydreaming as your actual dreams. 

Have a Lovely daydreaming day

Here is to 2012,FAREWELL

the past year has passed in a blink

which is always the case with the good times,however last year didn’t include alot of fun and good times. still,it passed quickly as if it wa a dream. BUt “and there is always a but” it had it’s moments.

my favorite moment :

1-Buying steve

i met my bike steve in april,it was my birthday gift for me.

i bought it inspite my dad’s objections and my family’s stares of surprise.

i have steve for 7 months now and i love it. cycling is a very friendly manner and it is healthy, and a perfect company for me while i am going to work.

it is a win-win situation.

2-working at expedia

i learnt the anograms of every single airport in CANADA and the major countires around the world.

it was something different to challenge my compatibilty if i could be able to manage to cancel or exchange a flight ticket expecially if it is so complicated,i have raised a lovely relationship with friend am0ngst of them are close to me still.

3-shifting career

this is probably the hardest move ever,i had to change people,offices,desks and mentalities.

this was a hard one for me especially the first 6 months where very painful. but good news…they passed

4-writing

i have been neglecting my writing habits for so long,that when i decided to work for a blog called shoof shoghlak http://shoofshoghlak.basharjobs.com/and after a few months start my own which is M!ss sun

i am so proud,that i am trying to revive this spirit back.

it has been so hard but keeping the faith and trying to deliver a message is worth it.

5-i climbed a mountain

for a girl who has allergy,it took hell lot of effort for me to even beging to think about    climbing a mountain.

but when i did ,it felt amazing  just to see the sunrise and having people all around singing in peace and harmony.

wow !!

i completed five.i am actually thankful for way more stuff than this but i am going to share those five for now.

i couldn’t be more grateful.

here is to the new year.

2013…welcome

A Level Before Hitting Bottom

 

Well,it is very hard to write in such circumstance since it is all been blood and conflicts lately which makes me fuss random words in a desperate cheering me up trial.

and being the true escapist i have        always been,i found myself sorting myself and going towards trying out new food,trying to revive one last time the girl i used to be.

but alas,they are nothing but sweet nothings.

the fact that stress eating is relieving some people is dangerous because it is inflating in a more personal related problems and obesity instead of political violence and Freedom abuse.

i keep swallowing huge amount of friendly music and calming herbs.

 

 

 

and it is actually starting to kick in every two hours i double the dose.

this is a friendly gesture from my end,to tell you not to give up no matter how hard it is.

i mean we all have hard time,we all defend our country,we all have conflicts that we resolve later on when every one is sane enough to admit he was a bit aggressive or wrong.

i know it is kind of cliche to tell you that there is light at the end of the tunnel,there is no light but you man up and start you own fire.

the time of letting go and letting some else lead is gone.

and come to think of it,with all the protests.i have come to realizing that people are finally standing up for themselves and what they believe in,maybe a lot fall in the process and scarify but eventually we are heading for the right way …which is out of the tunnel…right ??

i hope so

until further notice,i give you beneath your beautiful…. calming ,so soothing,and a cute little red mug of hot cinnamon mixed with ginger.

 

 

 

 

IN-d!A

 

 

In 2009,I got this book as a birt-day(Indian way of pronouncing birthday) present ,it was about India. When I finished it; I wrote randomly on my Facebook status India.

And people thought that I am already there and this was pretty weird, why would I go there. Yes I love it and all but why would I go there!!

So when I came across internships in India after two years, I applied for it and for my surprise I went there and I stayed there for 6 weeks.

http://exchangeexperiencewithaieseccu.blogspot.com/2012/02/farida-shams-in-chandigahr-india.html

It was overwhelming partially because it was my first time to travel on my own but truth to be told; it was more than anyone could ask for.

I had friends, book buddies, and tours, rode the elephant I have always dreamt to do.

Danced under the rain till I was 200% soaked and couldn’t see

There is this thing about India that is so orange, puts you in the mood for more, the hunger for culture, the peacefulness and the weirdness in the cows needless to say: P

 

It is a great blend of Indian Bollywood movies and chilly food, salty tea.

I can’t wait for the next trip, I am thinking Mumbai…and exploring the south as last time I was situated north.

Who would have thought that I would fall in love with people who pronounce thank you…as tank you

But I did and here I am going back again.

 

The Knot

 

 

 

I am a regular reader and a crazy fan for caffeinated and random blog

http://adorablycaffeinated.com/

Being in Egypt I found my other freaky friend that have almost the same taste and makes me giggle every time she talks about her daily life or how much she worships her hubbster which I totally fell in love with him for the reasons she listed ….hubbster good luck in your new job J

 

 

 

Lately I have been attending a lot of weddings which is of course a happy occasion but it is also a scary thing for those who are emotionally not ready for such huge move, so long story short you can say that I am no pro marriage at least when you are that young, I keep seeing every couple like a flower wilting after a year or two bringing guests to their houses then having kids…and the responsibilities pile up and we drag our dreams to bed only to dream about but never achieve.

I know I am wearing this pessimistic look and vision, however whenever I get a glimpse of two happy couples I come to think, will they ever complete like that or will they have problems later!!

 

But then I realized something as I was telling my colleague that how much marriage can affect our daily life and our character because you technically squeeze someone else in your daily routine but every once and awhile when you see how happy turned out to be, you become inspired and who knows happy couples might be the reason I get married after all.

 

Chapeau to you jenny and god bless you and your hubbster

 

Good luck

 

 

Judge Me Not

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I wish I would have been a motivational speaker talking about putting your life in backpack and shit

But eventually I found myself stuck in a silly job that I am not even grateful for in the amidst of recession

However all what people look for what kind of shoes you are wearing, how you talk, what you drink, how much do you make …your friends…it is like you are under a freaking microscope.

Does it matter anyway?

I mean to know that people judge you by how much you make and what you wear

Who you marry, how is your home like…why so superficial. You can never judge a person on that you can only judge him by his actions and the way he reacts towards certain things.

It is so disgusting.

We can never do that stereo typing because it is so inhibited in our society and they refuse to let go as if it is like abandoning an old habit which brings joy

Come on!!!

You have no idea what rejection is like especially when you are taking the upper hand and slaughtering the person’s existence with one word

REJECTED or even a slight implication that you REFUSE this or UNDERESTIMATE

Who are you to judge?

 

I take the blow and lay low. But then I rise back again stronger than ever.

For all I know if you want to be something you can be anything let them talk.

Someone said: “weak people revenge, strong people forgive, wise people ignore.”

I will ignore and I will be just the way I am. Watch me as i enter the hall of fame J

 

 

“You can be King Kong banging on your chest” the script